Monday, February 28, 2005

... when we were little we couldn't wait to grow up and fall in love...now,we realise that broken knees are easier to heal than broken hearts!




[from sema for supernova]

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

it's been a while since i let the wind run through my hair....
..see you when i see you

Saturday, February 12, 2005

put[er] off[er] - part 2


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put[ter]-off[er] - part 1

boys with high pitched girly laughs
..the excitement is starting to set in..*slight anticipating smile*:)
it's lovely to know the world can't intefere with the inside of your head
-angela's ashes
[frank mccourt]

Friday, February 11, 2005

a smile that doesn't quite reach my eyes
a table full of people
i want to leave

this time there's no justification
it's me, not them


i should have gone out dancing tonight
i didn't.....damn

Thursday, February 10, 2005

a boy apologised to me today.. he said he was sorry he couldn't be entertaining all the time.. funny guy :) *hug* for him
i realise now, years later why you reacted the way you did... you were just trying to protect me....... i'm sorry... and thank you

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

sometimes i feel so BABY.and i stop and think. 'but i'm not'.. and i try hard not to be.. but i guess there's still a little bit of baby inside of me. yesterday i went and bought a pictionary game because i felt like it.i forced marlene to play and she forced her baby brothers chris [18] and ted [20] to play with us.. because we need four people at least.we stuffed our faces with pizza and ate twisty bread because lent starts today. no meat in their house. my house of course doesn't abstain or anything[except on good friday] because my father i think doesn't believe in the motions of the catholic church [although he is catholic]... my mom however does.. so we might be on a fish and/or vegetable diet for a month [yetch!]

ashes to ashes, dust to dust

focus..defocus ..focus.. focus! i'm in church and i'm listening to what the priest has to say.. and this time i even prayed.these days i go to church because i want to.
i went to church today and i made sure that the ash on my forehead stayed so that i could show my mom. it makes her happy or something when i go to church.she gave up insisting that i go a long time ago.i found out the significance of ash wednesday today. it serves to remind us that we will not live forever. to stop and repent for our sins.from ashes you came and unto ashes you will return.

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

everybody's in love... how annoying *sour puss glare*

Monday, February 07, 2005

if anybody on the train asks you if you have a boyfriend, the correct answer is yes.... irrespective

Sunday, February 06, 2005

i felt so stupidly uncultured on the train.language is a part of our culture. i proudly tell firangs that the average indian [south indians for sure] can speak at least three languages..i can't *lowers head*.. i heard an old guy tell a boy who was staring at me 'angrezi ladkio badi mushkhil hai'.. i don't even know if i got that right.. and i felt bad[rather sorry for myself actually]..he said this because i spent a lot of time reading instead of being social..and i wasn't reading premchand
three blogs:
www.notesinmypocket.blogspot.com
www.pispeak.blogspot.com
www.caloovy.blogspot.com

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

i left a house that was empty of people... i came back and it's full again[a few additions in fact] *big smile*.. it's good to be home...