Saturday, April 30, 2005

men and women can't be friends. the sex part always gets in the way. :)
-when harry met sally

Thursday, April 28, 2005

clenched fists
and i open my eyes and notice that they are
and i wonder why

Monday, April 25, 2005

i used to make fun of disco chicks.
guess who has to be the disco chick now? *gag*

talk about irony coming back to bite you in the butt.
she taught me unlikely things,like how to pee in a common toilet without touching the seat and that even people called joyce and ganga can make a happy couple.

she was beautiful.a gowda by birth.she knew what was required of her and she didn't deviate from plan.

she ignored all the advances boys made at her.even from the boy that she liked.

i heard that she's married now.probably to some coffee planter, and stuck on an estate somewhere in shimoga.

...to vatsalya gowda. i hope you're happy,wherever you are.
'sit properly',he said.'it doesn't look nice,especially for a girl'
'especially for a girl', i thought.

he reminded me of things i used to know. things like propriety and conservatism. a way to sit, a way to eat.no books at the table.wishing elders and nuns, pleases and thank yous.

...

my manager taught me to sit that way. the most comfortable way in the world.

Friday, April 22, 2005

and sometimes i think, serves me right.

Wednesday, April 20, 2005


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mangalorean women are mad.
i could just as easily make fun of your GRANDMA panties :)

Monday, April 18, 2005

'do you want to see a picture of my special someone?'she said.she was all of sixteen. 'yes', i smiled and said,'i'd love to'. i was twenty two.

old school

she was a lovely girl and i loved her dearly.
i can be terribly detached sometimes.

Saturday, April 16, 2005

if i'm not overly fond of you, and if you ask me if something looks nice, and i say yes.. i'm lying.

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

Kill the uncertainty before it kills you.
man is like the flower of the field.
the wind blows over it and it is gone.
it's place remembers it no more.
-Bible

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

how astute i can be.
...... because i believe in god and i believe in me
don't settle for anything less than what you want, he said.what does he know?
a special meal for the child that's going away.her favourite food.mothers can be that way. :)

Sunday, April 03, 2005

the rain will surely come

[courtesy-asya's blog]

selfish alien

to big hearts and nice people.
cheers!

Saturday, April 02, 2005

i'm glad i stayed at home today.there's nothing like family.friends, i wouldn't say less than equally important, just differently important.

[this does not apply to the friends who are family]

Friday, April 01, 2005

sometimes i come across people with tiny houses, but hearts, as big as the world.